طеᴎᴊамɪᴎΚанᴄнυᴎ

Holy Crap, please stop sneezing!

2010-07-29T05:12:00.000-07:00

hello everybody in the world, mars or wherever you are now, how's your day? you could share with me by dropping a message in the chat the box hehe!

okay okay, uni was not bad, but nothing special happened either, since it was just 2 hours class and that's it! But one thing I must say, chemistry is getting harder and harder, luckily we have such an experienced lecturer, so experienced= old.

of course, I am not being stereotype la, but what I am trying to say is, as you get older you have softer voice, so being in the super big lecture hall and + backbenches, will always rugi to the max! but no doubt, hes good and hilarious! plus prof lim is like the older version of peter chao! =P

oh yes, you know what, let me explain my title of this blog abit, I've been sneezing alot ever since after biology lectures, I don't know why, but i think the stupid auditorium is way too cold, and maybe Dr Olivia was cursing me, why am I not paying attention in her class =D.

Whenever, wherever, whatever I do I will sneeze, and if you do know me well, I sneeze like mad, record being 10 times CONSECUTIVELY! When I shit, HACIU! pity my ass :/ when I flipped my chemistry lab manual HACIUUUUU! when I...eat, HACIUUUU!! good bye my food, the virus's life cycle once again being recycled when I ate my food, so after I eat HACIUUUU! shit,im like having super red nose, (push to demolish ben) hahaha!

OH YES!

okay la, I need to stop blogging already, because..HACIUU!! see? u get me? cis!

Ciao!

WAi leong, stop casting spell la pleasee.... :/

Chen you's 20

2010-07-28T07:12:00.000-07:00

okay guys, I know I've been ffk -ing alot about re opening my blog, heh so yup this is it!

So, I shall pick chen you's birthday party as my opener, in fact that day was really a memorable trip.

This particular handsome guy had his birthday party right on top of a hill on a freakin cooling day at look out point. It started off with a super duper long hours of car journey when we had problems recognizing the route but thats not the point, it was raining heavily and the jams made it awfully, but look?! doesnt really matter tho, we still found the way up!

Chen you might not be reading this, but haha okay la dai lor don feel bad alright, and you chloe don feel bad too (: lets not talk about the hassles and all. Straight to the point,

So we had our dinner/party whut ever you want to call that event as at panaroma restaurant located at the toppest part of the small tiny mountain, the place is fantastic, let me show you

Wow? isn't it pretty enough?

We climbed right to the toppest of the restaurant and we found a place, but it was rather raining heavily and water kept on splashing right on our table and and deng deng deng theres this lovely couple sitting right next to us sooooo we decided to be good la, we moved one level down, bigger space lesser water-splashing.

I guess the most pity one was the waitress who served us, we are like a bunch of monkeys having fun on a small area and we had our table arranged in L shaped, I guess the waitress was cursing us haha, nah just joking.

more pictures to do the talkings!

me,chloe,wei sin, stelfie,birthday boy, chrisssssssssstianto

Birthday boy cutting the cake! Lucky green tea cake was up again!

group pics! awesome people!

yes, wanna ask why shes holding an umbrella? haha, it was raining-hence-messed up environment.

kai ping, me, birthday boy!

Let me warn you guys, after reading this, any couples out there planning to bring their boyfie or girlfie out, please please the price for ground floor and top floor is totally DIFFERENT, and hell lot more to pay, but lucky enough, it was raining, the manager gave a special treat, see chen you, you are the lucky boy!

The meals are okay for me, not too bad but the messed up weather ruined my mood abit but the drink honey-milk was slurppppp hehehe nice! hor chloe? =D

we left the place at half past ten and partially because I have to rush home, sorry guys, once again im being long winded, but you guys were seriously awesome, for being understanding! and here goes a serious epicness scenario, when we were paying our bill, a punjabi-arab-israel I dontk now where he came from but definitely one of those i mentioned, he grabbed a box of lollipops and gave all the girls, and to christine, it was a little bit different wahahaha, okay I am not gonna tell here =D ask me or you won't get to know =P

Anyway how, the beginning of sem 2 went well for me, friends are cool but work loads are piling up. but a promise will be a promise, will blog again soon, see ya !

Once again, good luck boy!

Ciao! Good day =D

credits * christine, wai leong, chris for the photos
christine for lifting us up!

2010-07-23T10:29:00.000-07:00

MY DEAREST READERS-FRIENDS

THIS BLOG WILL REVIVE

ON

SUNDAY!

The Brand New Chapter Of طеᴎᴊамɪᴎΚанᴄнυᴎ

2010-07-07T07:14:00.000-07:00

PEOPLE! YOU WANNA SEE ME BLOG AGAIN? HAHA

WILL BE BACK IN 2 DAYS!!

OR After World Cup

2010 will not be the same wahahaha. !!!

CHEERS PEEPZ! :)

2010!

2010-01-02T10:42:00.000-08:00

WOOT! Finally find myself some time to blog! Okay maybe its a little bit too late but who cares, is a brand new year! Happy new year everyone, stay handsome stay pretty and stay...

My new year's resolutions are pretty simple yet hard to be achieved,

First and foremost!

I shoud stop procrastinate! Be honest to you that I actually finished up my project on the night before the due date! so, guess what? Last minute work won't work! Trust me, it wont work on Taylor's lecturer at least, they are smart enough, why? They have been receiving the same thing year after year, guess human are borned to be lazy haha.

Secondly,

Green belt for Capoeira! hmm I would say I am progressing pretty well in Capoeira, at least I am good in music I must say, but physically speaking, I might have to train even harder to earn that belt! Every classes are uber tiring man, suffered body aches everytime when I got home from training, ahaha but that's fine, it is the only way to get better!

Study hard and pay attention in class, Frankly speaking, what I got for my results is what I really deserved, playing and slacking too much is the cause of it, don get me wrong, I don mean by saying that my classmates influenced me to be a bad boy, but they are too great just too great that I could not resists to be bad boy! Not paying attention in the class is my biggest problem too, well for this year, I was wondering what would I get if I was like a nerd ass sitting alone is the class like a emo kid and just pay attention in the class? Yes, good results, but no fun at all, so again, god is fair, guess god made me thinks, how should I balance both playing and studying? That I have to work out before my university starts, I know myself, I can do so much better, but I cannot be a bad boy anymore, I have to start thinking like an adult, because whats next, is what determines my future.

I shall start voluntarily teach drums! Getting high acheivement in music is of course a major achievement, but then I reliased that everyone deserves to learn, and no matter you are talented or otherwise, if I can do it, why not you? I have a couple of my friends start to show up in my house and start beating up some beats in my music room with my little Bendez Jr, so if you are desperately or wants to try what drums really are or how is it feels, do drop by my house and I promise to teach you well at least to teach you how to play some songs. Whether you can play like a rock star or not, thats another thing, but thats not important, what matters it, I want you to try, for FOC! yes FREE OF CHARGE, where in hell you can get free music class? TAMAN ESPLANAD! If you are shy, just give me call or something, not like my drumset will eat you up! So, say something in my chatterbox if you wanna learn some music.

I guess these are some of my resolutions for 2010, I know is hard to acheive, but I promise to push myself to the limits and shall not break my promise again!

To all my friends no matter who you are, stay healthy, study hard and please spend more time with your family, nothing is more important than them, night activities are good, but don forget who is paying you to go out :)

Oh man I have so many things to do, rock climbing, piano, er hu, drum...yada yada yada.

Shall post more when I have time, till now, see you people! beijos!

One more thing, few of my friends I would like to thank, like phillips for accompanying me from jogging to movie outing, haha don worry man, fetching you is not a problem, and Chua the hang for being such a nice fren and the first friend I know in the class, Nigel for teaching me so much in my studies, and oh man if I choose to continue, it will never ends, because you guys are too great just too great! Thank you people

p.s I mean it okay! I will teach you all drums!

Sorry Guys

2009-12-26T19:38:00.000-08:00

Hey people, Thanks for visiting Bendez blogspot once again

I would like to wish you guys a Merry Christmas =)

I am really really sorry for the lack of updates or rather NEVER update haha

Currently busying applying University, so I hope you guys bear with me

And I shall keep my life updated, in the same time, I hope you guys still make noises in my

Chatterbox!

Just incase I will not get a chance to blog during the eve, new year as in

Happy 2010 friends! I wish you guys luck

Thank you!

Drum cover!

2009-12-02T07:19:00.001-08:00

HEYLO PEOPLE! BENDEZ IN THE HOUSE!

A special announcement for you people out there!

I will be doing a series of Drum Covers throughout this holidays

Please be patient as the process of a nice video takes time,

Songs that I will be doing are

1) You belong with me- Taylor Swift

2) Crush Crush Crush- Paramore

3) Misery Business- Paramore

4) My Happy Ending- Avril Lavigne

5) Avenge Sevenfold- Afterlife

6) Breath- Breaking Benjamin

7) Evil Angel- Breaking Benjamin

Hope you bear with the song list that I've listed. Some songs are recommended by my friends
and if you have any songs in your mind that you want me to play for you please do tell me and leave a message in the chat the box, I will try my best to spare some time for it.

On behalf of Bendez Jr. I thank you all for supporting me in my drumming career, well not a career perhaps hobby? whatever it is, Thanks! Muito Obrigado, I love you guys.

Cheers

Waiting is something so cruel

2009-12-02T00:16:00.000-08:00

How are you guys? It is time to revive my dusty blog, was away working in the hospital again. Since holiday is uber bored, I might as well pen something here.

Speaking on holidays, it wasn't that fun overall, I guess most of us are kinda concerned about our results eh? Well, mum always comfort me with words like " you will do well", " don worry too much", it makes me feel better of course, but the problem is, I worried alot, things that are controlling my future are no doubt the worst. Honestly, I tried my best, I did my best for the finals and it all depends on the markers.

Ielts is my next exam to be done =/. I've done 2 english test and yet another have to be done soon. 3 ENGLISH test man! Thanks to IMU la so many things have to be done before getting my arse in it, I even have to test for hepatitis B and the results was negative to hepatitis B but I have no antibody for it, so? JAB LA! 3 jabs in a year! crazy shit. Well, if all these could send me into IMU, I wont hesitate to do, 4 5 6 7 jabs in my arse or my arm not a problem. Just held my hands tight everynight and pray to god that I will be good enough to study there.

Christmas is coming soon, and I still don't quite get that feeling yet. Well, I don't celebrate christmas much but I do enjoy the Christmas haha got present mah! Well if you ask me what I want for christmas, I would say TER 87 for my finals.Why 87? I personally think 87 is quite high ( to me people, so if you people think 87 is low, thats your problem la, don try to bang me by saying its too low). Nigel always said, aim high and even if you fall, you fall on the clouds. TER 90 and above is achievable, but I do not wanna hold my hopes too high, just incase.

Thats all I've got for today people, my mood is farkingly bad today. I write more soon. I promise.

Good luck guys.

Cheers

A night to be remembered

2009-11-23T06:06:00.000-08:00

It was the night that kept us waiting for

It was the night that kept us high

It was the night that we enjoyed the most

It was the night that I see all my beautiful and handsome classmates

2009 Taylor's SAM Coroboree!!!

5 stars for that night! Alright, it started off with me buying and choosing my bloody suit because to be honest, I never had one since the day I am out from my mama's ass. So, Mama and I visited quite a number of shopping malls but sadly, nothing suits me!

I've never really been to a formal event before, the most formally dressed was presentation day for me, and it wasn't really formal. So my mum suggested KLCC instead, okay I said. Buying cloths is easy for me as I am not picky like " someone", as long as the thing suits me and it brings out what I want to show to my friends, deal I said. So mama cheong and I entered the shop ZARA, we saw a black suit and seriously I think is nice. Mama Chao insisted to buy that since it fits me alot, so as I said, I don like to choose much, but that's a big one! A night forced me to vomit out RM 699 just for a suit! But mama cheong said " its okay, as long as you like it, and you will soon need it too", you saw that you saw that? how sweet was that!

OKAY enough story telling he =) Imma straight to that night.

Chua as my brother from another mother, with his famous quote simisi brother( which mean Are we Brother?) shut my ass up to fetch him everywhere he needed to go, hehe JK la toufu! So, Chua and I reached the hotel quite early, because those from G8 who appeared before us was only Phillips, Adrian, Sarah.

Okay I am out of words, so pictures!

Phew, there are tons of it, but I am uber lazy to upload it. If you are interested on those, click on my facebook badge and when you visit my profile, leave something I said something it doesnt mean " something" ( especially for Brian!) haha.

MOS right after prom was awesome and it was a blast! First time in a club, *go ahead call me a noob* I don give a dam tho =), the dancing floor was packed with our taylor's students and everyone was dancing like nobody business. Enough said, the night was great and its worth to pay that RM 120 for the ticket. That definitely be part of my memories in my head.

Till then I am too tired to blog, so catch with you guys later I promise kay?

Cheers people.

Bendez

Fuuyoh!

2009-11-16T05:15:00.000-08:00

WOOT! GOOD BYE SAM! GOODBYE TAYLORS!

I know I am abit uhh late to even say good bye to SAM when I should be saying it a week ago, but readers, am sorry. I had been away for Singapore's Capoeira for 3 days.

Singapore trip was awesome, well treated by the Singapore's bantulinos, except that god-knows-why dude who releases his lan c ness to chua! Dude, you are just choral man, practically you are same ranked as us so please don't criticize my friend's ability to play. ( hope he doesn't sees it!) If you do, I am sorry, but thats just rude. Chua and I sweared to god to get our verde next year and show it to him next year!

Batizado over there was awesome, full of axe full of joy and happiness, and I would like to say a big thank you to Professor Claudinho and those who greeted us nicely =), muito obrigato guys.

First day of trip was rather hectic as we are "unfamiliar" with that place, even we had a very patriotic Malaysian "Singaporean" Mr Chua to be our tour guide, haha joking la! The hotel was fine, it's worth what we paid! But what the fuck, we paid 120 sings just to sleep for couple of hours! We watched 2012 in Singapore, even Mr Chua said it was good, seriously you guys must watch it unless you dislike scientific actions movies, otherwise, I think you all will like it. We left that cinema at 3am! And I was craving for food actually, but then it was too late, shops were left open are those steamboat shops which cost alot.

The next day, Phillips went to join his gay friends while Chua and I headed down Yi Shun to have so called the best briyani rice in Singapore, honestly, it was good. I rate 9/10 for that stall, the chicken wasn't spicy at all, and the sauce they gave was awesome. ( shit my saliva is dripping!)

The trip wrapped up with the batizado which I mentioned earlier in this post =). Although it was rather hectic, tired, but one thing we are free from stress =)

So as all the Sam-ians know, prom is getting nearer and nearer! can you'all feel it! I bought my blazer already, thanks to my mum who spent so much on my clothing! Ish sakitnya hati aku. This coroboree better be one BIG one, otherwise I will blame that little piece of **** ,fellow G8 ians will know hehe, right chua?

Alright, I am lazy to blog already. We'll celebrate Jo Lynn's birthday tomorrow! This little girl finally grown up like a big mama! oh yeah.

Valio People!

P.s / Connie Tan please stop stalking my blog, I know its fun reading it! thank you thank you
P.s.s/ To the fucking gang, please show some respect, you guys wasn't really that cool anyway.

Reminder

2009-10-31T09:25:00.000-07:00

*airport announcement chime sound*

"Bording call for passengers departing to Taylors

University College,flight KCC001 for Maths studies

is ready to board on 5th of Nov at 0700 hours, kindly proceed

to your

respective boarding gates and please

remember to bring your attendance slip and not to forget your

student Id along with you for inspection.

lavatories will be available in the plane and supervised

by our "stewards and stewardess. This is Bendez

on behalf of KCC airways, we wish you a

PLEASANT FLIGHT "

*toot*

GOOD LUCK PEOPLE

THIS IS IT..OH MY

G8 I'm Gonna Miss you =/

2009-10-23T08:06:00.000-07:00

People! I know I am not supposed to blog. But then, what happened today, I realised that I had so much to say.So give me a few minutes to pen down my words before I really start revising for my finals =)

It's been a great year spending most of time with my beloved classmates,G8. You people definitely are one of those great ones. Although some of our disagreements may result to a minor fight but then I know you guys do not mean it, right? I treasure every seconds that we have shared together, no matter the bad ones or the good ones.

Some said we'll not fully treasure what we are having now untill the very last minute that we are having it, I disagrees for once, but now I have nothing to comment about it. I know is not the last day seeing my classmates, but then I held my tears and tried very hard not to burst out. Whenever we are enjoying happily, it seems like time passes like nobody business. We have the best lecturers for each of every subjects and god knows who can be better than them. From the very kind Ms Adeline, to the very sarcastic Mrs Banu, our beloved My FAVOURITE lecturer Ms Soh and to the very Playful Ms Audrey (XDXD) hehe. Teachers, you have done your part and is down to us. Promise is a promise, it is not meant to be broken and i really wan to do well and show to all of em that we G8 may not be the best but one of the best!

Ya know? After our finals then our prom and is over, College life is officially over by then. Some of em might travel to other country to persue their dreams, and some of em might still be studying in Malaysia. To those who are going overseas, please take good care of yourself and remember nothing is better than your family in Malaysia.

Blogging this post is stressful. Every words that I am typing it out stimulates my tears gland to secretes tears. But again and again, tears of joy would definitely worth it!

G8 Thank you so much

You guys Take Good care alright?

Good luck in SACE Finals.

Ben.

Temporary Hibernate

2009-10-21T05:50:00.000-07:00

Seriously, I should be studying right now, but who cares I don't feel like it for now, so have decided to blog instead hehe. =)

This blog will undergo temporary hibernation as the owner of this blog will be seating the very *urgh* South Australian Matriculation Finals 2009.

Want to ask me am I prepared? The answer is a big NO for maths, as for other subjects, psychology I am fully prepared. Biology final touch up tomorrow and as well as Chemistry, because I want to spend more time for maths.

My exam venues are great,

English As Second Laguage Studies -C17-19

Mathematical Studies -C18-20

Biology -Gallery

Psychology -Multi Purpose Hall

Chemistry -Discussion Room 2

At least, I only kena one subject for MPH, otherwise, I will freezing like nobody business in the hall. I am freakin nervous people! My future depends on it, and I definitely can't afford to lose.

For those who are still blur (I hope not) about the time table for finals here it is!

2nd of November ESL Studies 1130-1440

5th of November Maths 0700-1010

9th of November Biology 0700-1010

11th of November Psychology 0700-0910

11th of November Chemistry 1130-1440

Alright people, back to studies! I will see you guys after Finals alright? Love you!

SIOW EE LIN!! aka boobies! HAPPY BIRTHDAY, you are finally legal haha, have a great one today? want more cakes? or you wan ice cubes in... hahaha. HAVE A GREAT ONE!

I will post up all the batizado photos inlcuding singapore's right after everything I promise! I should now announce that my blog is TEMPORARY

GOOD LUCK people!

Cheers.

Good Day

2009-10-16T00:33:00.000-07:00

ON BEHALF OF G8-IANS

I WOULD LIKE TO WISH

PHOEBE LIM XUE YEE

A HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY!!!!

so, the whole class celebrated her birthday at Subang Parade since our break was 2 hours =). Honestly, wasn't really fit to attend class, but who cares haha is my classmate birthday(applies to everyone).

We bought donuts as her birthday cake instead of a proper cake, but prior to the celebration we had our lunch in Nando's chicken. Chua's 'Hanging Dead Chicken' was obviously the meal of the day lol since it catches everyone attention. After our meal, Ee Lin and some of them (sorry I lupa siapa la) went to prepare the surprise moment while we were busying disturbing Phoebe so that she won't know what we are actually planning.

When Ee Lin shouted "SING!!" everyone was clapping and singing the birthday song to the birthday girl haha and instantly everyone was looking at us, one similiar part of mine and her's celebration is that there are AMG MOs witnessing the birthday bash! Obviously her's was much much bigger, the crowd I mean.

In conjunction of the "saving the earth"campaign, nah I can't lie =/ It was actually G8-ians's idea to wear green for that day, so all of us wore green, the really really cool part was Ms Soh,Ms Adeline and Ms Audrey also wore green! *applause* teacher we know you love us haha!

Was wondering so long, next week will be the LAST 5 DAYS in TAYLORS eh! After that, it would be nightmare and after that, everyone of us will be heading to different parts of the country or STATES to persue our dreams. I really really wonder if we could still keep in touch. No matter who you are, where you are studying who will be your classmates next year, whether is it good or bad. I hope G8 will always remain the top of our list =) Especially our beloved teachers too~

Those who are applying IMU or those who temporary do not meet the requirements, please do not give up kay!!! I will support you =) And those who might going to Australia, people like Adrian, Andrea, Sarah please do keep in touch with us. For those who planned to persue their dreams in Malaysia, Yum Cha Session definitely a MUST.

Just 2 weeks right? Time to push yourself to the limit and let it go one shot.

Good luck my dear friends especially the members of G8, please work hard and score good grades. Everyone of us has the ability to do it.

Cheers!

P.s / Renu, don give up kay? you will be fine =)
P.s.s/ Jo lynn! I promised you I won't forget hehe.
P.s.s.s/ Nigel, protect your hand please.

Waiting

2009-10-09T23:23:00.000-07:00

hey people =)

just received my forecast last friday, results were OKAY at least I met IMU's requirement. But that's not enough for me, have to work hard for my finals!

I visited IMU right after college and quickly submitted my application, coincidently I MET PHOEBE LIM lol. So, I handed up my application form to the admin officer and she double checked my aggregate and so I met their requirements, but there is another requirement which says I have to surpass 60% of my chemistry, I did passed, but one thing, they are unsure how to convert the grades into percentage and thus I will have to wait untill next monday or tuesday for furthur notice.

Trust me, this sucks! Waiting will never be a good thing, especially something you wanted so badly, is like my future is still pending, and I never let myself chill for a second. I really really hope god will be with me and IMU will accept my application, really can't afford to let my family down. =/

Thats all for now people, pray for me! and wish me luck!

Cheers =)

I love her!

2009-10-05T05:25:00.000-07:00

it's been awhile I left my blog covered up with dust haha so sorry that I could not update. College nowadays are stressful as hell. People with books are all over around in the campus and this made me feel bad for not picking up my studies.

I received a gift today from my beloved wiffeyyy NG JO LYNN! haha it was a shirt, a cool shirt I must say, she jot down our names on that shirt and haha I cannot resists it and so changed my shirt right after I got it.

Thanks jo-lynn (: love you so much la, I swear I will do the same like how the fella did to Mrs Adeline, for further details, don mention here la kay? later renu's pair jealous ><. Aih, another month of studies only, we better spend all the time we can have and enjoy the rest of the days before finals approaches. HAHA, I really hope my mother's washing machine can wash and heat the shirt up and I could wear it again!

To all my friends who bought pressie for me, Chua, Angel, Nigel, Ee lin, Phillips,Elaine the one who pronounced me as the world's best driver haha, and the rest of the gang who celebrated my 18th birthday in Melaka. You people are definitely one great one!

What I hope now is, to score well in my finals and to be with them for the rest of the days in Taylor's =]

Chua, Nigel, and Phillips, I owe you all a shirt alright?

p.s renu, don wry about the thing, we definitely did well (:

18 of years and its still moving

2009-09-23T03:38:00.000-07:00

It's been quite awhile ever since I dropped something in my blog, was away with my classmates with a visit to Malacca, one word to describe the trip, FUN. Special thanks to Ee Lin's mum who are so kind to volunteered herself to be our tour guide and driving us all around Malacca.

Photos can be viewd in my facebook thru this link,thanks Adrian for snapping those (:

http://www.facebook.com/home.php#/album.php?aid=157586&id=556796437&ref=mf

Foods are great and they are sold at a reasonable price and so I didn't really spent alot, indeed I spent the most in GSC watching 2 movies, Ugly Truth was hilarious, nice movie I would said, but the second wan Gamer -.- not to say its bad but I guess that's personal opinion? Great, I slept for the whole movie -.- . Nevertheless, the most important thing is spending my sweet time with them is more than enough (:

For those who are close to me, as you all know that I am scared of heights but oh man thanks to Nigel as a word of motivation, he motivates me by saying comon man, you can do it, but I know deep down in his heart, he was being sarcastic and wanted to see me suffers, Nigel I am right don't you think so? (: At the end, I held my guts up and climbed 7 storeys high for that high speed slides -.- knowing that going down with the slides is obviously the fastest way and it left me choiceless.

Trust me guys, for once picture don mean anything, climb yourself and experience yourself haha, the gap between one side to another is shit narrow okay! But well, watching others doing it is fun, I get to laugh my ass off when I saw them screaming like hell. After a min of waiting, it was my turn, I held my hands together as tho I am freezing in some winter country, I sat down and held the handles tightly, heart beating like nobody business while waiting for the life guard to give me the green light, when he waved "okay sign" I help my breath and let go my hand, oh man! Can u imagin u are totally looking at the sky and yes! THAT FREAKIN SLIDE IS FREAKIN FAST and it took me less then 5 seconds to reach the ground and all I got is an Ass pain -.-

I am proud of myself for conquering my fear and finaly tried something crazy, hmm perhaps should one day try on the 14 storeys slides (: *As if I will LOL*.

Jonker street was fine (: but totally packed with humans, even ee lin's mother said we are exposed to H1N1. I had a surprised birthday party in a cendol shop, it stared off with them singing happy birthday to me and joining us is some gang from france, for that moment I was stunned, I wanted to cry but I have to resists haha PUBLIC OKAY! I thank them for buying the cake especially Phillips the one who bought and carry, and thanks Andrea for your key chain =]. I gave 2 piece of cake to the FRENCH for thank them and they greeted me as well, you guys seriously wanted to see me cry huh? Thanks my dear friends, you all are such sweet people around me (:

Speaking about birthday, Im turning 18th tomorrow, Finally? Not really? Glad to know that I am stepping into young adult stage and I know the hardest part of our life begins here, looking back for the past 18 years, I've changed, turned, behaved like a matured boy now. Every words that are coming out from my mouth I have to take resposibilities of it. No more pampering by parents and I am considered as a whole Individual now. But I have to thank them for leading me, guiding me into a correct way and constantly lighting the light for me ahead of my journey. To my parents, your jobs of taking care me is reaching an end, and I promise disappoinments won't be part of your life. Without them, I wouldn't be as great as I am now, from shelter to every needs they had given me the maximum and what more I could ask for?

For the past 18 years, life wasn't easy for me, as well as for them either. But perseverance is the word that I always kept in my pocket and constantly reminding myself that failure are not supposed to be an excuse for me to drop. Every year, what I have wished for my birthday is not about money or luxury gift but a simple word Happiness. Life without happiness means nothing, even you are a billionnaire but you are not having happiness how can you even enjoy properly?

Anyways, I got to go (: Thank you G8 for giving me a superb birthday surprise, I seriously love you guys man! That's all for now people, cheers!

Bendez

OVER

2009-09-17T22:11:00.000-07:00

WASSUP PEOPLE!

I AM DONE WITH TRIALS!! (:

lets just not think about the results first heh as I am now totally in a flying holiday mood (: Rest needed and needless to say head=kaboom!

was wondering what to do for the rest of the holidays, but oh wait of course study but besides that, things have to be cleared in my room. specially notes, papers are everywhere in my room. Seriously, can't wait for finals to come, you know why? Because I can't wait to finish it. haha

Okay people, I am off to get a nap (:

cheers (:

Bored Of Studying

2009-09-08T16:17:00.000-07:00

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

TRIALS IS NEXT WEEK!!

I AM SO HAPPY (:

DAMM

SUCK AT BEING SARCASTIC

GOOD LUCK GUYS, STUDY SMART

SAM Trials Rules and Regulation

2009-09-07T00:35:00.001-07:00

Attention G8 students and fellow friends who are taking SAM

As I know most of you are lazy to download the slides and to read it, so I decided to summarize it for you to read. (:

First of all, there are two starting time for different papers which are 7:00am and 11:30am

Seating Plan
The venues for each subjects are posted in the BB7 and please refer it earlier as you won't forget.

Admission
Please remember to bring your Student ID. Go to the Pre-U office to get yourself a temporary admission slip if your did not bring your student ID.

Report time
For MPH and Gallery, at least 20 minutes before the exam starts
For other venue, at least 15 minutes before the exam starts

- I do not want to emphasize on what will happen if you are late because you are not suppose to be late!

Only Approved Dictionaries are allowed to bring into the exam hall, thesaurus and any other electronic dictionaries are not permitted!

A maximum of 2 calculators are permitted to bring into the exam hall there are your scientific calculators and SACE BOARD approved graphical calculators ( Transparent Blue, Black and Light blue edition) Please ensure that your batteries are new or at least enough for yourself to use untill the end of the exam. beg you teacher for batteries! it works . Of course, Calculators are not allowed for ESL studies. Calculators must be used silently! and Covers must be removed before you enter the exam hall.

Mathematics studies formula sheets
only 2 sheets (front and back) of unfolded A4 paper are allowed. Best to keep your formula sheets in a file to prevent any damage.

-Please do not write in BLACK PEN

Going out of the exam hall
Not permitted to leave :
The first 40 minutes ( including reading time)
The last 30 minutes

Last but not least, handphones must be switched off and ensure that no alarm is set, besides that, any other electronic devices and not permitted too.

Thats it! for further information you can ask your mentor or any of your subjects teacher.

TO ALL SAM STUDENTS GOOD LUCK AND ALL THE BEST!

Cheers!

estudio

2009-08-31T04:07:00.000-07:00

For your information estudio means STUDY

so

been studying and drumming for hours

and I come to a conclusion that

MERDEKA= Not a Holiday
sice when do SAM students have hols?

Will be quite busy from tuesday onwards,and my schedule is fully occupied hence,stress level is uber uber high!

Tuesday -Chemistry Practical Write up believe me? I haven even read through anything yet

Wednesday- Group's Direct Investigation 3

Thursday- Individual's Direct Investigation 3 /Band Audition

Friday- Maths Common Test owh man I lost count at erm CT number wht? 5?6?

Seriously,

I don't know whether I can still survive before Trials T.T

AAAAAHHHH!!!!

But I have no choice then =/

see ya people, study smart (:

oh oh, one more thing, congratulations to our Capoeira Instuctors

Formado Rafael --->

Professor Cladinho --->

SALUTE MAN!

Bye Bye

TRIALS!

2009-08-30T05:53:00.000-07:00

Exams Countdown

From now on I will be posting this countdown machine as

A REMINDER TO MYSELF

That Trials is just Two Weeks From Now!

So the SAM students will be having their Trials on the 14th of september onwards untill 18th of september, and to scared myself a little, it's just two weeks away! OWH SHIT

Let's see what I've done so far,

Biology, I've done Micromolecules, Organisms, Ecosystem which mean I have one theme left which is Cells, and I am not gonna start it soon because there is a lot to memorize in that chapter.

Chemistry, owh well speechless haha, this week I've been doing some chemistry revision especially the calculation parts that I must really score to get an A.

Psychology, 90% of it done except for the last chapter which teacher haven even started yet, got back my common test result and heh I am happy with that and if I successfully get my four marks next week, it will be an A17, awesome! (:

ESL, haha we did some listening test practise for the past few days and it's fun although I am freakin lazy to even listen to what the fellow is saying. Mrs Banu will be revising past year papers next week and hence there is nothing much I can do.

Maths, again I hate the subject but then Ms Soh never give up teaching us, so I swear to myself that I must score for the up coming Matrices Common Test and so as DI 3. Will start some practise right after CT.

As I am entering IMU next year an additional subject for me to take which is the MUET will be conducted on the 7th of November (Oral test) and the write up test will fall on hmm I am not too sure, but somewhere around 26th of November.

SAM students!! those who are applying university with forecast, good luck! and make sure you do well in your exams my mates.

Off for some revision! :/

haha go ahead calling me nerd

Its starting again!

2009-08-23T05:27:00.000-07:00

Hey Humans!

Okay so my one week break will end today and I don't think I am even ready, next week will be full of exams oh well okay lar not really alot but two, moral finals and Psychology.

So, the reasons that I am not updating my blog is for the past few days I've been working and working and working ever since the start of the break so I guess I don't really have enough rest tho.

Back to the time where I worked as a radiographer AND radiologist except for sunday, our specialist centre co-organized with MCA to have some sort of health campaign where Dr Ong and his team are up to give free check-ups for those who attended, so as a future chiropractor, Phillips and I didn't hesistate much and noded our head to join.

Tons of humans attended that campaign and they are NORMALLY senior citizen which mean popo and gong gong, I assigned to follow Dr Leigh(one of the Doctor of chiropractic) and he taught us how to determine whether the patient has a abnormal bone struture of what so ever, after that he left us explain to the patient ALONE, yes alone! For instance, I felt like I am already a Chiropractor heh!

It's fun tho, but think of it every words that I explained to the patient is something they will take it seriously and those solution I gave them to correct the sickness is something they will follow, so every words I have to think carefully before I tell them.

So, during those working days I seriously learned lotsa things and not to forget Dr Ong gave us alot of advise and yeah of course opinion too. Is hard to believe that time actually passed so fast and now I left about 2 months plus to my finals, serious preparations has to be done and no more procrastination =/ which kinda hard for me to do so.

this is where I work!

After five days of work, classmates and I went out for an outing, so instead of the usual watching movies and eating, we actually went sunway lagoon haha! Ee lin, Renu, Jo-Lynn,Phoebe, Nigel,Me, Elaine, Angel are those who attended the outing, one dto describe the day, AWESOME!

Like seriously, ever since the start of SAM I believe most of us have been either rushing our projects or revising our works, stress level are almost reaching the top and slowly burst out but then on that day we are like some crazy ass playing around like nobody business hah!

So the parks that we chose are Amusement park, Scream park and last but not least of course the WATER park. We started off with amusement park, the last time that I visited sunway was when I am standard 6? Oh well 6 years gap in between and seriously lagoon changed alot, machines are old and not well maintained and most of the lockers are rusty either, guess is because of weekends not many people actually went lagoon so Amusement park is quite empty and when we are sitting on that ride we can even go for a second round without spending a MINUTE of waiting.

So after that, we went for the scream park, oh seriously it's so scary and the coolest thing is one of the adventure(scream park consists of total of 5 adventures) that we are actually in a Lab with lights constantly flashing yes constantly flashing and you can't even see properly where you supposed to go but you have to withstand your fear and find your way out oh man! you guys have to try once!

So about two hours later we decided to move on to the water park, before that we had our lunch there and its so suckish and expensive, people I advise you to bring your own food next time if you do not liek to spend the money in some tasteless foods! After that, we changed and quickly ran and jump into the pool, haha I don really wanna emphasize so much but we seriously had lotsa fun!

so here are some pics

Those pics are taken after everything, so I looked quite pale because I am exhausted after everything! haha.

Okay guys, so now back to serious matter, college are starting tomorrow and as I said two more months left, why not take it seriously and go through everything, although I know it would be seriously stressful and tired but then comon's people! Do it for teachers especially Mrs Adeline,alright?promise? hopefully.

GOOD LUCK EVERYONE!!!

oh! before that something for you all to think, let me know what you think in my chat"the" box!

Why is it when we laugh in school the teachers say do you find something funny? When obviously we do?

BYE BYE!!

Something

2009-08-14T06:57:00.000-07:00

SEMESTER BREAK PEOPLE!!!

After 8 months of studies, my trials and finals are drawing closer, but let's not talk about it, suppsoed to enjoy the first day of holidays!

Holiday started= work time, work time as in going back to HSC for hospital attachment training, will be working for four days. Guess this time I will be choosing physiology department to work in (:

Seconds, Hours so many days, certainly it is drawing closer to end my wonderful one year of college life. The days left for me to see you, talk to you will be getting lesser and lesser, it seems like you are leaving for your tertiary studies and that the distance between us will be once again dragged away. I admit I am a useless shit and I don't even dare to tell you what I want, or at least tell you what I feel, I am sorry for hiding in the shadow doing something useless and it seems like the only people who knows will always be myself.

I am sorry if I annoyed you or maybe I am thinking too much, I really don't know, but you gave me hopes and you took it back at the same time, such complicated theories, I don't understand. Well, perhaps you don't belong to me, and that I am too naive to even hold hopes on you.

I fell once, and it seemed like my wound will take forever to cure, confidence level of mine constantly dropped not to even mention about the situation I had to face now. Go to them if you want, and I don't think I will move out of the shadow land, it won't make an difference I guess

Good luck.

Chemically Disturbed

2009-08-10T04:36:00.000-07:00

OH MY GOD

CHEMISTRY CT 3 IS TOMORROW!!!

STRESS! PRESSURE! TIRED!

PRAY FOR ME PEOPLE

FELLOW CLASSMATES, FRIENDS

GOOD LUCK OKAY?

WE CAN DO IT!

GOSH I HATE CHEMICAL EQUILIBRIUM =/

Good luck people, I wish you all luck (:

Veja-o! Elogios

Bendez ;)

Being Sick Isn't Fun At All

2009-08-07T20:06:00.001-07:00

Im sick of eating medicine!
but I have no choice but to complete my course =/

Seriously, why do time passes so fast? Happy moments often passes like shyt fast and those sad moments took like thousand years to be wiped off. We'll be having Chemistry CT 3 next week =/ I have to do well in this, teacher is putting high hopes on me! oh PLEASE GOD

I NEED AN A FOR CHEMISTRY

And I know I am fully prepared and the only thing left for me to do is to STOP

PANIC and FINISH IT

Ahh, after all the hard works for Biology, I finally got what I want at least an A . our semester break is starting soon, but this time I won't get to enjoy much as I have to prepare for my TRIALS and use it to apply for my degree course. Finger crossed =x and also to return to work for 3 days!

Fuuh, oh man so stress ):

I need TIME,come to think of it, is so nice to know that I am finishing my pre-u studies in just 2 months time but then to know that MY FINALS IS JUST AROUND THE CORNER, that kinda feeling is awful =/

But let's not think about it, is time for me to rest. These few days i didn't have a good night sleep, my sleep often return back to REM ( only psychology student knows =] ) for others, it means return to stage 1 of our sleeping stages, hopefully tonight I will have one. Take care people

I am glad to know that I am part of G8, with a bunch of caring and loving friends.

Veja-o! Elogios

Bendez ;)

P/s: I missed you so much, but do you even know?

Feliz aniversario Graduado Rafael

2009-08-02T05:47:00.000-07:00

As I mentioned in my earlier post, my friends and I headed to Bantus for Graduado Rafael's birthday roda.

We took the bus from Subang Parade and interchange taxi at kelana jaya, I guess is due to the ISA protesting stuff and it causes massive jam, the air cond in the bus is stupid! It seemed like they blast the air cond but indeed I can't feel anything and not to forget its packed with humans. Honestly, outside of the bus is pretty much cooler.

So when we finally arrived at Atria we had our early dinner at Nando's chicken (: Things there wasn't that bad tho, but haha we are kinda stingy, we ordered a cup of drink and keep refill and refill, and did I tell ya? A cup of drink shared by 5 of us!

Soon then we walked up bantus and begin our warm up exercises, did some S-dobrado and some head stand to ponte hmm I have to say I got to work hard if I want to be a good capoeirista. So here are some pictures!

And the birthday boy with the cake!

Ivan prepares to play with Rafael!

The musicians

Such a wonderful birthday part he had, isn't it?

The roda is fun everyone played with Rafael and not to forget, everyone got kicked by him!

Once again before I sign off, Feliz aniversario Graduado Rafael

I am (:

2009-07-30T05:39:00.000-07:00

HELLO (:

Yeap! It's been a tiring week for us, but we managed to survive which haha yeah a good sign I guess. Got back my maths result and hmm pretty satisfied with it but well there is still room for improvement.

SO, Biology test was okay, I can say I am pretty much well prepared but I am really really worried that I will make careless mistakes, and chua you wait and see kay, If I get higher marks then you it means DANG DANG DANG DANG!!! hence you will have to swap the bet with Nigel, otherwise heh Nigel? TOO BAD (:

Thank God Is Friday Tomorrow!

Will be heading to Bantus after college to celebrate graduado Rafael's birthday which we will be having roda of the month too ( Rafael's birthday roda :P), I am really to kick his ASS!! wohoo erm wait THE OTHER WAY ROUND I MEAN!

It's been a joyful week I would say, classmates are all lively and so is the class, especially Biology I purposely stand behind Mrs Ong and have a candid shot with her :P which she din even know it!

How cool it would be if I can pose with three hands!

Anyway will update and upload some photos after the celebration tomorrow night and please leave somthing in the chatterbox (:

See ya!

Veja-o! Elogios

Bnedez ;)

Best best best Friend!

2009-07-26T04:36:00.002-07:00

since chua asked me to blog something cheerful I guess I should listen to him :) and I will hold this opportunity to continue my post about this girl Ng Jo-Lynn!

Lets start with this, I am so thankful that i have you in my life, and the fact that my friends are very few does not upset me AT ALL, for I have you, and having YOU makes me content and pleased… I am very honored to be the well of your secrets, this means the world to me.. and I want you to know that your secrets are NEVER a burden on me.

Our friendship is a miracle itself.. a bless.. a strength that enables us to go on along this bumpy road knowing things will be just fine, because at the end of the day, we know we each have someone who cares about us no matter what happens… or what wrong we may do.

It is such a wonder how when it comes to us, we treat each other differently, I have never managed to treat other friends the way I treat you! I have never managed to accept their faults, nor bare with some qualities of theirs which contradict to my own.. we should not be harsh on people nor judgmental, but I am ashamed to say I have not achieved this with some people, and proud to know I can never judge you, nor feel agitated about anything you do or say.. isn’t it a wonder? haha

I am thankful, for your friendship, for your "sisterhood" perhaps brotherhood?haha, for the bond that back at some point in our life was about to break, but thanks to you, to your insistence, your patience you tolenrate all my craps and all my bad habits.

Just so you know, you might not think that I still need you but thats the truth and it won't change : ) so hey! No matter what, we'll stay in one piece.

Veja-o! Elogios

Bendez ;)

I am so tired

2009-07-24T20:54:00.001-07:00

It's so easy to beat yourself up over mistakes you've made. Too many among us live in the past rather than loving the present and building a dazzling bright future. Some people stay stuck for years over someting they did or a failure they experienced.Sad.A life is a terrible thing to waste

But let me ask you a question: Is there really such a thing as a mistake? First of all, no one tries to fail or mess things up. Every one of us wakes up in the morning, walks out into the world and does th best we can do based on what we know, the skills we have and where we are on life's journey. But even more importantly, every so called mistake is actually a rich source of learning. An opportunity to build more awareness and understanding and gain precious experience. Everything that has happened to you in your life-the sgood and the difficult-was necessary to help you become the person you are now. Why make it wrong? So, just maybe there are no mistakes. Just maybe what we could call failures are actually growth lessons in wolf's clothing. And just maybe the person who experiences the most wins.

I've so many problems recently, my family, my friends and things are lining up for me to solve, If each of the things I take it as a mistake I guess I really could not withstand the pressure and give up everything.

But luckily you talked to me, I've told you everything and I feel better after talking to you, you said you have problems and you always have to take failures, but then once again try not to take it as a mistake but instead take it as a thing that will leads you to the success route. No matter what, I will still support you. even if I've know you for just a short period, but then you will be one of my close friends.

Sigh, problems, problems, pain and pain. Why is life like this? I really don't know. I just need some rest, proper rest.

Veja-o! Elogios

Bendez

something to move on

2009-07-23T07:21:00.001-07:00

40 Secrets about yourself.
Be honest no matter what.
If I tag you, you have to do one!

1.) have u been asked out?
✚ yeah, by a girl ( shh)

2.) Wheres your default picture taken?(facebook)
✚ stadium bukit jalil

3.) What's your middle name?
✚Kah which mean house in chinese

4.) Your current relationship status?
✚ single

5.) Does your crush like you back?
✚ woot hopefully, but seems like its rather impossible

6.) What is your current mood?
✚ complicated

7.) What color of underwear are you wearing?
✚ underwear whats that? *blur* tsk tsk

8.) What color shirt are you wearing?
✚ Dark blue more like to grey

9.) Missing something?
✚ the only one my mates will know

10.) If you could go back in time and change something, what would you do?
✚ to build a better pathway for myself

11.) If you must be an animal for one day, what?
✚ eagle, such a nice classy bird

12.) Ever had a near death experience?
✚ nah nope, and I won't wan to have one

13.) Something you do a lot?
✚ procrastinate,seriously I have to stop doing that.

14.) The song stuck in your head?
✚ no surprise-daughtry

15.) Who did you copy and paste this from?
✚ Phillips

16.) Name someone with the same birthday as you?
✚ Christian Ng Jensen

17.) When was the last time you cried?
✚ last cried? hmm interesting

18.) Have you ever sung in front of a large audience?
✚ yeah, parents night with my friends

19.) If you could have one super power what would it be?
✚ able to store answer sheets in my brain during exams

20.) What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
✚ hair lol

21.) What do you usually order from Starbucks?
✚ ice chocolate, can i have one now?

22.) What's your biggest secret?
✚ secret la! how to tell lol

23.) Favorite color?
✚ yellow

24.) Do you still watch kiddie movies or tv shows?
✚ tom and jerry kid

25.) What's on your walls?
✚ wall.. hmm certs?

26.) What are you?
✚ Human, or sapiens

27.) Do you speak any other language?
✚ other languages? hmm yea abit of hokkien and hakka. Oh ya malay chinese english..cantonese lol

28.) What's your favorite smell?
✚ banana flavour milkshake!

29.) Describe your life in one word.
✚ simple but meaningful

30.) Have you ever kissed in the rain?
✚ kena flu la later

31.) What are you thinking about right now?
✚ what else? and band practise's music arrangement

33.) What should you be doing?
✚ stop procrastinate and study biology

34.) Who was the last person that made you upset/angry?
✚ that invigilator during maths CT

35.) How often do u talk to God?
+god, hmm I do pray does that count?

36.) Do you like working in the yard?
✚ prolly

37.) If you could have any last name in the world, what would you want?
✚ bendez jr.

38.) Do you act differently around the person you like?
✚ technically everyone do right? so yeah for me

39.) What is your natural hair color?
✚ I am recessive gene so black but kinda light brown under sunlight

40.) Who was the last person to make you cry?
✚ great, I have no idea

I tag
Jo lynn
Chua
whoever willing to do

No title for the moment

2009-07-22T03:15:00.001-07:00

I just had my Maths common test like few hours ago?

And I totally screwed up!

Thanks to the poor time management, But I did my best

I wonder why mother constantly force me to eat banana

I had like 4 bananas per day?! Crazy I know

Anyways

Stress will be temporary relief after tomorrow when I finish my text production.

But there is still Biology lining up, I really need a proper rest

To get rid of this stupid flu

Seriously, I am addicted to banana, anyone wants a banana buffet?

My mum surely loves it!

Post to be continue, off to get a nap.

Veja-o! Elogios

Bendez

Perfect Match

2009-07-18T06:38:00.000-07:00

Hey people

Perfect day, even its 30 degree celcius outside for once I thought its because of the crowd, As Nigel and I geared up with our jerseys we headed to the stadium.

Since my house is located near the stadium, I don have to be there as early as those who aren't staying near the stadium. But still, I left at 1530 and guess what? Cars are everywhere, parking slots are fully occupied and all you can breathe in is carbon dioxide.

Pupils out there are all in red but I decided to wear the away jersey so that I can still been seen hah, certainly there are many people in yellow-black too which is our national team's jersey.

As I prepares to cross the street using the over head bridge, I heard siren and guess what? I saw Manchester United's team bus arriving the stadium, those supporters all haulted just to give a shout haha, and followed by the national team's bus, come to think of it Malaysians are quite supportive too

Anyways, after all the "hard works" Nigel and I managed to enter the stadium still surviving, so since we have more than 2 hours to go we decided to take some pictures.

This is nigel in the stadium =] as we are still 2 hours away from the match, inside the stadium is still quite empty but definitely not outside, everyone is still buying their shirts, food before entering the stadium.

Snap 2!

I looked quite pale, haha still having slight flu and not to mention, its so damm hot in the stadium.

Manchester for life! haha

Shouting along with 100,000 humans in the stadium is throat tearing man!

Overall I rate Malaysia's performance 10/10 as they showed and proved us that being malaysian we can be strong and we fight untill the end, both goals scored by yahya no.17 and not to forget the first one was superb and stunning. It's not easy to hold Manchester untill the last minute. SALUTE!

For Manchester United, I rate them 5/10 becaue of their weak performance, they allowed mistakes to happen, mistakes as in silly mistakes. But well, I won't blame them la, obviously they "fong sui" abit.

And of course the extreme hot weather in Malaysia, who can tahan? Best player for Manchester, I would go for Nani, he showed improvements and eventually more matured.

3-2 with owen scoring the last goal, I can't ask for more! Nice game.

To avoid the floody crowd, Nigel and I left 7 minutes earlier so that we have time to change our clothing to attend the next event, which is the capoeira performance for some carnival, crowd was awesome too and everyone was like clapping with us.

Played four games, and did quite alot of never-do-before acrobatics moves. But good things=expensive cost.

Great, my flu became worst. aaa! must rest and study for DI.

That's all people, hope you enjoy your day too.

Veja-o! Elogios

Bendez

Public Roda - Astro Sokker Safari for Man Utd vs Malaysia

2009-07-15T16:19:00.000-07:00

Special announcement for Bantus capoeirista, please take note.

Bantus Capoeira is part of the Astro Sokker Safari, a series of events leading up to the World Cup in South Africa next year! Please be on time for this as it is a scheduled performance in the itinerary for this event

What: Public Roda - Astro Sokker Safari for Man Utd vs Malaysia
Who: All Bantulinos welcomed no matter where you train
Where: Carpark A, Stadium Bukit Jalil
When: 7pm - 8pm Saturday 18th July 2009
Attire: Bantus T-shirt and Abadas

Axe!

Thanks!

Veja-o! Elogios

Bendez

Accidentally in love

2009-07-15T05:43:00.001-07:00

Hey people!

Satisfied! Band members showing good progression and thank you members for spending your time on the training session, the music is doing good so as the vocalist.

Angel and Nigel did well for their part and Teng huei and I needless to say because we played together in high school, but I am so surprise that our very first rehearsal came up so well. *applause*

Renu, don worry about the mic thingy because it won't really affect much as long as you sang well an you did your job! Ee lin and Sarah, both of you had singing experience so yeap bravo!

I am exhausted!

So do nigel =]

As a result of 2 hours plus practise, I had a few blisters on my finger but its worth it haha so I didn't really bother it.

It's a great day for us and I hope everything will go according us.

Well baby I surrender to the strawberry ice-cream!

Veja-o! Elogios

Bendez

Back people!

2009-07-14T05:37:00.003-07:00

hey everyone :)

Guess everyone is busying on their works eh? Especially those who haven't present their psychology yet. I wish you all luck kay?

My psychology presentation didn't go as good as ESL and Biology, I wasn't well prepared and somehow I got stucked in some parts where I couldn't think properly, but since it's over lets just hope for the best for me.

I can't believe it's mid of july now, and sooner or later it will be our trials, woot don't be afraid kay? we 2009's Jan intake will do well,hopefully :) sigh, I am gonna leave my classmates soon, perhaps for some of them will still be together in IMU and of course "you", I wonder how it feels being separated away.

Anyway how, jo-lynn thanks for being so caring and as a bestest female friend of mine, WAIT there is others as well but since she is the closest to me BESTEST means only one right? :) I remember how you cheer me up when I saw something I shouln't even see, and thanks for making my day as bright as the sky.

Every words of yours, I will remember in my head and I really hope that we'll still be in the same university after our graduation, hey IMU not bad la!

Even my "cannot reveal" secrets she will just dig it out haha, and hey I've nothing to hide from you kay?

To my band members, we must do well alright?! We must shine during prom night *finger crossed* and I thank you all being so sporting and so "semangat" to participate =]

To you, if you are happy with your life now, go on kay, I promise I won't disturb. It seems like I am fading away from your head.

Band Practise Tomorrow buddies, I dare you FFK me I will smack you!

To Renu! not like you gonna read my blog la, but then incase you did, keep my secret kay? PLEASE!

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Bendez

Vision, Mission

2009-07-10T06:00:00.000-07:00

Hey peepz

It is the beginning of july and I still think time flies, soon enough it will be august. Come to think of it, I've done many worthy things especially having my college peepz now. (:

Before the year strikes to an end, I should set some target for myself so that I appreciate every seconds I have, I always think that " there will never be a better you than you", you tend to copy the way people think,speak and act. But no matter how hard you try, you finally realised that you will only be a second best.

Only one of you alive today. Among the billions of us, makes you stop and think, doesn't it? Makes you realise you are pretty special. No, very special. And that there really isn't any competition.

And so today, what will you do with you as you march out into a world that needs people playing at extraordinary with their lives more than ever before?Exert more of your hidden potential?

Anyways, I have many things to do before I finish my year 2009. First up, I am trying very hard to cope up with my studies especially my maths, I showed improvement but I don't think is enough for me and I shall try harder, teachers are putting hopes on me and I shall not once again dissapoint them.

A TER 90 is definitely in my list, with my current progression, I am sure I still have hopes to strike for that score,well at least meeting up the minimum requirements for chiropractic?

Secondly, capoeira, besides studies I've put so much effort in capoeira and I am desperate for my new belt

Cordas!

It's not easy to make a cord, it requires at least 2 people and not to forget cordas is very long

See?

Terry will definitely be my ideal instructor to baptize me, but he can't so I guess I am hoping for either

Graduado Rafael or Instructor Fabiao Grao

Ahh finger crossed, but then I won't be able to complete my task without the support of my friends, especially the close ones and you.

Not to forget, I will be having my teacher's training for drum, if I successfully complete the course, I will be able to teach students officially *wink* (: with my bendez jr, haha.

I guess that's all for now, maybe I will add more things to my list when my brain able to function properly.

"Our lives begin to end that day we become silent about things that matter"

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That pivotal point.

2009-07-08T05:51:00.000-07:00

Sup peepz

Is where we decide. They say communication is the key. But what happens when communication goes wrong? Will there be a spare key? What would it be then? Physical violence or perhaps, false pretence.

Don't we all like pretending. Pretending everything's fine. Pretending there's nothing wrong with how wrong everything is. Pretending because we believe it'll work out better than not pretending.

But at the end of it all, we pretend because we are selfish. Pretending that we aren't selfish, pretending that every wrinkle or crease is non-existent. Pretending that we are not pretending.

To you now I know you are such a loser, pretending you are good to us and care for us, but truth have been revealed, you don't have to act like a clown anymore.

It's so hurt to know that your family members are such a loser, I will try my very best to completely forget about you all! I mean it!

Anyway, I've some capoeira videos to share =], I will post it up one by one, so lets enjoy the first one. It's my academy's instructors doing their jobs.

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Complicated feelings

2009-07-06T05:59:00.000-07:00

It's like some cosmic interference occured and then all of a sudden, I'm in the middle of nowhere. Lost in the space of no space and no time. I always thought I had fully grasped the entire 'this world is unfair' thing but turns out I still hope.

And what good is hope? Hope, so ridiculous. So childish, so stupid. Times like this, I like to tell myself that there's a silver lining. And there are plenty. Trust me, there are. But they are not enough to compensate for the damage on the other end of the measuring scale of good and evil.

What's one to do when their plans, carefully laid out, were thwarted by a single message? What's one to do when their dreams are crushed by the sudden revelation of the existence of the great canyon between where they are now and their dreams?

Unfairness and inequality. Some people get all the luck, others nibble at the leftovers.

Will you take me? Perhaps no. you have others

I am like miles away untill my turn

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Bendez

Sunway Capoeira performance

2009-07-05T00:22:00.000-07:00

Hey buddies,

In conjuction with America's independence day, Sunway University College's ADTP group organized a carnival party to group money for charity and the theme or title of that day is "twilight" Oh my I wonder why would they use that name.

As usual, Me, phillips, nigel, catatao, terry, theresa and mae performed Capoeira and Maculele, we left Taylor's at 5. The AXE there was good, people are enjoying themselve and the rest are having fun with those obstacles games.

I purposely propose myself to be the drummer for maculele, because I didn't want to dance just so you know I suck at it xD. Anyway, when capoeira roda starts, Mior and I enter the roda first, this is the first time I made mistakes for roda, I slipped and luckily did not twist my leg otherwise it would be a disaster! But still my back is getting worst!

Anyway, Saturday morning I had my drum practise with my baby named bendez jr. Bendez jr and I was half way training as I didn't know that I already played for 3 hours, when my mood is already reaching climax, and something happened.

When I continue kicking the bass drumwith my pedal, I realize my leg went into the bass drum and got stucked, for a second I taught I am dreaming, but when I look at my bass drum guess what happened? The skin of my bass drum pecah!

Let the picture do the rest :)

This is Bendez Jr. ( Still Healthy)

Ladies and gentlemen, look what I did to him @@

As a result I have to dissemble everything

And look at what I did to my bass skin

Ahh, anyway I am sorry little Bendez =] Iwill fix you soon.

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Life is like fishing

2009-07-04T00:30:00.001-07:00

Hey buddies,

It may seems like I am plagiarizing Chua’s idea " life is like a boat", but wait I've got my point too, I have to agree with him that life is always shaky and one hole from the boat will cause you troubles.

Apart from it, life is like fishing, what does it means? Well it's only my personal opinion, you don't have to really agree with me, but I will be happy if you do.

Your fishing rod will be your journey of the life, no matter what rod you use it might not necessary affect you, well just maybe if you are using a good rod (you are borned in a rich family) you have more advantage than the others.

The fact is, life is not just because of money, what about your line you use? line representing your soul and power you are having now, think about it, how do you feel now?useless? dissapointed? If you are feeling that way, I am pretty sure that you are using some cheap line that will end up *poof* gone, two parts.

Besides that, bait plays important role too, bait represents your personal qualification, your ability and your quality, if you are good, full of experience I don't think you should even concern about it.

Yesterday after dinner, mum and I had some conversation regarding my future after SAM, I started off the conversation with' mummy, what if I am taking psychology, will your be dissapointed?" Well, of course, my mum won't be dissapointed with me, but somehow when she starts to question me, I feel like I am just age of 7.

My mum asked me something like that, if I am about to take Psychology, first of all are you interested in it? I said ya, so my mum goes on with this, if you are a degree or master or phd psychologist what is your market?

People that are working for passion, I am sorry I am not offending you so I apologize if I offended you anything, and of course I mention psychology here it doesn't mean ONLY psychology, it is just my EXAMPLE.

Continue on, my uncle asked me about this, my friend's son is a psychologists and now he is sitting in the house doing nothing for the past few years, if psychiatrist is a qualified doctor and psychologists is the other way round, both doing the same job but as a business man, who would you invest on?

I remain silent for quite awhile, I couldn't find anything to support me, as we all know that the world is in crucial state, economic and financial problems are crucial, no doubt we work for passion, but I am sure most of the people do hope for a family, so what if you can't find any jobs for yourself after you graduate?

I am not drawing any conclusion in this statement, but I hope my friends, that are all planning to do whatever they want, no matter chiropractic, psychology, pharmacist or even dentistry, plan your journey, studying is fun but working is absolutely no joke. I hope one day G8 members will be successful and have their own healthy family.

To Nigel, once again sorry if I offended you by using psychology as my example. But I know you have your own plans even though you are a big fans of procrastinator xD

To that person, sometimes you are so good to me, but sometimes you are just being ignorant, once again it is like fishing, I don't know what you want, and I guess that's my weakness, I tried very hard to do something as I know I don't have much time left but it always end up nothing. Since it is always nothing, why should I even continue...Looking at you is a pain, I don't know how long I need to wait untill I really have the chance to tell you what I want, perhaps it never gonna happens

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Tagged by Jo-Lynn

2009-06-30T06:06:00.000-07:00

What have you been doing recently?
Capoeira, revisions, drumming and revisions

Do you ever turn your handphone off?
Yeh of course, my phone got stucked.

What happened at 10a.m. today?
I was in 2.2 learning Chemistry =P.

When did you last cry?
When ar? Omg I guess that is when I wrote something to my mentor =/

Believe in fate/destiny?
It depends.

What do you want in life now?
University life that I am hoping for, friends, family and GOLD!

Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or do you just put up your hood?
Isn't it fun to play under the rain? =x

What’s your favourite thing to do on the bed?
Read " Master Q"

What bottoms are you wearing now?
A short black bottom.

What are the nicest things in your inbox?
meaningful text by awesome peoples

Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
It depends, what if I don't but my partner does?

Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
Currently nope.

What was the last movie you caught?
Erm,erm erm I guess Terminator YAH!.

What are you proud of?
Having G8-ians as my classmates.

What does the oldest text message in your inbox says and who’s it from?
Yum cha nvr ajak me godammit! -roger-.

What was the last song you sang out loud?
Michael Jackson's heal the world !.

Do you have any nicknames?
Yeah, Bendez, benben.

What does the newest text message says and who’s it from?
where are you? -mummy-.

What time did you go to sleep last night?
erm around 11, I am too tired to continue my drama.

Are you currently happy?
Yeah man! Transformer tomorrow! * yala I know its late*

Who gives you the best advice?
Mother, buddies.

Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
I actually don't really like sweet stuff.

You hate your mother sometimes in some ways?
Hell no man, she is always my mum which is the best =]

What type of girl do you like?
Me si lu eh dai jin!

eh jo lynn I end my tag here k? if i continue tagging people it will return to you again=]

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Depress followed by Disorders

2009-06-30T05:30:00.001-07:00

Hey buddies,

Its been awhile I last update eh? Blame my life then, it is so stressful and hectic ohh luckily capoeira heals everything =p.

Anyways, my classmates are now studying like nerds oh well some are exceptional but most of them are putting so much efforts on it and just so you know, trials is around the corner *dammit!*

Nowadays when I reached home, ate my dinner, and quickly grab something to study otherwise my mum will do her business which is nag nag nag!

This is the current situation of me, facing the walls asking myself what I want and how should I work out to achieve something I want.

Psychology presentation is near too and for your information I am doing schizophrenia disorder which is hmm you know those people who can talk to themselve? And think that they can be the next preseident.

It's quite funny to learn something from psychology which can immediately applied to someone in your class that are "suspected" diagnosed with that particular disorder for example Andrea who thinks that she is an OCD patient but tested *negative* and Andrea? no more OCD eh?kay?

Life is life everyone, it will never be easy, lets see after SAM( provided I score something I want) I actually only have two choices or rather two choices for myself?

Bachelor of Science (Hons) Doctor of Chiropractic

Bachelor of Science (Hons) Psychology

My first choice would be Chiropractic of course, because I am really really impressed by their professional services, initially no one can ever change my decision being a biomedical officer but after I spoke to Dr. Ong, I totally lost interest to Biomedical Sciences.

I just got to work hard from now onwards and screw MATHS! I am leaving you, woops I mean the hard ones =], and don forget I conquered Miss Soh(maths teacher) base haha!

In contrast, about psychology, if am about to take psychology for my degree, no doubt I will be doing Masters too in neuroscience psychology, because in order to officially register to the psychologist association, I guess a Masters is a must for the requirement.

But anyway! It will be done in the same University for both subjects, which will be the almighty International Medical University!

Dammit, heal the world is stucked in my head, it feels so nice by singing it out loud!

Heal The World
Make It A Better Place
For You And For Me
And The Entire Human Race
There Are People Dying
If You Care Enough
For The Living
Make A Better Place
For You And For Me

I am done with my post, after the red words it will be totally about someone, so if you do not wish to continue you can stop reading, but thank you for spending time in my blog.

To you, I know I did not try my best to get what I want, or perhaps I am not really that important in your life, well I said perhaps.

I've done what I can do, the rest is all up to you, I won't fight for it. But I am really really tired, I can't take those fucking stress anymore. I won't bother you anymore, I am so sorry..Good luck.

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Michael Jackson 1958-2009

2009-06-28T07:25:00.001-07:00

This post is dedicated to the forever king of pop Michael Jackson.

Morning has rised but not the sun, as I am in the car, on my way to college, I heard something that I rather not to " Our king of pop Michael jackson passed away after suffering cardiac shock" I tought I am being blur but that was no joke, he's gone, he left us...

I always imagine myself playing for Michael jackson, which is rather impossible but hopes are still there, but for now hopes are gone, he left us.

I started listening to his songs when I am 6, I still remember the very first song was billie jean, and I always amazed by his moonwalk skills. Even countless of people are doing moonwalk or rather" copying his ideas" but still, I don't think there is even one person can do as good as him.

The amount of trophies he got for his achievement are countless, the amount of peoples attended his concert are countless either. I wonder why god took his life?

But MJ you are not alone, we will still remember you, the way you sang, the way you helped out so many people in the world!

May your soul rest in peace.

We love you MICHAEL JACKSON!

You healed the world MJ we love you!

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It's fading away

2009-06-23T05:38:00.000-07:00

Hey people,

I know this blog is abit dusty due to the lack of updates but I am sorry people, its been a hectic week for me, studies, projects, capoeira performance and etc etc.

And to jo-lynn, I am sorry for not editing the post, give me some time aight? I won't break my promise.Seriously, eventhough everynight I tried to sleep early but when I wake up it will be the same, as tired as compared to those nights I slept late.

I am done for ESL tutorials and Biology presentation, marks for ESL I do not know but hopefully I did impress my teacher and for Biology I have nothing much to complain as I scored a perfect score 15/15.

Looking at my schedule, I am seriously crying for sleeping hours, lets see, I have capoeira performance on friday and Ernest farewell party on the same day too, its gonna be fun man! Frankly speaking, this week is like a playing week as we had extra break time during ESL period.

here are some pictures during tutorials day =]

Something hilarious happened when I set this picture as my DP in msn, here it goes:

Angel's Mother : Hey ben, your girlfriend is very sweet, and you both look good.
me : erm aunty she is my classmate LOL and we are not couple =]
Angel's Mother : Nah, its okay you both will be =]

To jo-lynn: blekkkk, *vomitting* haha, joking la you look good in this picture honestly =]

My group members for tutorials, from left
Me ( Do ghosts exist?)
Renuka ( Are celebrities bringing negative image to public?)
Ee lin ( Should Embryonic cloning and Animal Cloning be legalize?)
Sarah ( Should cult be legalize?)
Chua (should prostitute be legalize?)

Well, I think my group members did a great job,all presented very well and topics are very interesting too, especially Sarah's topic about cult I am totally amazed by that =] BRAVO!

Neways, my capoeira group (Bantus) will be organizing some cultual week event to show people that how brazil's culture are and how did maculele and capoeira came into, few groups were picked or volunteered to participate in the performance, and our group will be working on maculele which is brazillian's cultural dance.

Those people who are staying near SS/22 I would use Atria as my landmark to indicate where Bantus is, do drop by if you have time

* What: GBCM Cultural Week 2009
* Who: All Bantulinos welcomed no matter where you train
* Where: Bantus Academy Damansara Jaya
* When: 26th June 2009 from 8:15pm - 9:30pm
* Itinerary: Roda, Presentation of Work by Groups, Screening of Capoeira Movie: Bimba Illuminada

And now I shall post something for my "hou peng yu" Ernest

First of all, I would like to say thank you for attending every classes eventhough you don't have time, it's been a great 5 months with you and you have guided me hell loads of things that I don't even bother to do it before knowing you, your life experience, capoeira experience and even sharing me about your "OOOOO" haha =]. Thanks for making the capoeira class like one big family and you know everyone there cinta you alot and we will be using box after box of tissues after you left us.

From the basic of Ginga to now the Handstand batido =] you have taught me alot, it won't be the same anymore without you attending our classes and of course the Monash guys will miss you alot too. Please enjoy on friday aight? haha

On behalf of my group of friends and Taylor's capoeira team, Thank you so much for the effort you put in! *applause* Adios! Take good care man when you leave for your studies and keep contact with us. We shall get our first cord and show it to you!

That's all I have for today, I am bit tired so yeah good night!

p/s: you are getting further and further away from me, sigh

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Nasty Girl | Capoeira Public Roda

2009-06-14T04:42:00.000-07:00

Aight, before I start my post, tell me what you think about her when you first see the picture.

Nasty?
Pretty?
LALA?
Emo?
Fierce?

Anyway, introducing you Miss Ng Jo-Lynn, she is currently doing SAM now and how fortunately it is to have her in my class and as a besties. Its been a great 6 months with her, and all I can say is do not expect soft/polite conversation with this girl xD.

I bet no one in our class will ever disagree me that she is not a good listener, oh well perhaps? Frankly speaking, the first day or class I did not actually notice you in the class as I was pretty close to the other groups.

But then, as soon as Chua and I always sit behind both you and Elaine, we get to know more about each other, and what is your first question to me again? "Ben, can you help her take out the calculator?"

All I can say, life is being tough and what more can we say when we decided to join SAM? We've been through hardship together and all the obstacles and still we remain solid hard =]. To the guys well the usual ones we think you are a great friend, it won't be as fun as we are now without having you.

Jo-Lynn, what happened to you is now a past tense, wipe off the bad memories and you shall enjoy your life with G8! 5 more months to go eh? WE are discussing no small matter, how we ought to live *winks*. Best friend forever!

Part 2,

Yesterday was Bantus Capoeira Academy's public roda and it is held in Bukit Bintang at 8 pm, one wor to decribe the crowd, awesome! Many people are amazed by our stunts and kicks and all the things we did, Phillips, Nigel and Chua all participated in the roda, and I played 4 games, Phew it is so exhausted especially it comes to the seniors, all I could see is kicks and kicks and kicks! here are the picture of us and Graduado Rafael our chief instructor of Malaysia, and there is a video below there showing the roda and I am the first one on the left =] *white shirt black pants*

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No Small Matter

2009-06-12T06:40:00.000-07:00

Hey buddies,

Regading about the title of the post, I guess everyone would know what is it about if you are in the same moral class as me. Mr Ari is awesome man "in a sense".

Time is moving really really fast, we got back our results and well it wasn't neither too good nor too bad, I really got to pick up my works and study hard!

This week have been filled with full of joy together with my classmates, it seems to be more united now =] And this game so called " dare or dare" is now our common played game and we seriously do stupid things. You know what I got for my dare? " Put an ice cube inside your pant untill it melts completely" but well, due to some reasons, my classmates are "kind" enough to let me go.

Besides that, we had our presentation on thursday, it was rather fun wearing formal to college although its uber hot. Classmates did well and I hereby thank all my group members especially Chua who did the presentation.

Angel Loves our maculele's stick xD

Next week will be another hectic week as my schedule will be fully packed with ESL tutorials, Biology presentation which is the crazy one and of course chemistry practical test 2. I am still figuring how should I present my Biology in 3 minutes, that's crazy!

Tomorrow I will be going for a public capoeira roda outside Sungei Wang, anyone passing by there? Do drop by =]

Stay tune with my blog, next post I will be introducing one of my bestest female friend in class, so called as the "nasty girl"

Jo-Lynn

FEEL THE HEAT?!

People out there, appreciate what you are having now
" We are discussing no small matters,how we ought to live" -socrates

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Tagged by GODDAMIT

2009-06-07T07:52:00.001-07:00

001. Real name : Benjamin Cheong Kah Chun

002. Nickname(s) : BenBen, Bendez
003. Age: 18

004. Zodiac sign : Libra

005. Male or female : Male

006. Elementary : Tadika Mestika

007. Middle School : SJK (C) Yoke Nam

008. High School : Chong Hwa High, Sri Sedaya

009. College school : Taylor's University College

010. Hair color : Black

011. Long or short : short I guess?

012. Loud or Quiet : Quiet or it depends

013. Sweats or Jeans : Jeans

014. Phone or Camera : I do not have a Cam

015. Health freak : =.=

016. Drink or Smoke? : Drink?abit during CNY

017. Do you have a crush on someone : duh

018. Eat or Drink : both

019. Piercings : nah don't think its nice for me

021. Social or Anti-Social : Lies between the two

022. Righty or lefty : Righty, I can write with my left hand too

FIRST :

023. First piercing : -

024. First relationship : 2007

025. First Best Friend : Eugene

026. First Award : Kindergaden, Best student xD

027. First Kiss : you guess?

028. First Pet : My beloved jasmine =]

029. First Big Vacation : 2006, Japan

030. First Love at first sight : Not really

031. First Big Birthday : When I was 1 month old?

032. Had your heart broken : Yes

033. Been arrested : OMG=.=

034. Cried when someone died : Yes

035. Liked a friend more than a friend : Nope

DO YOU BELIEVE IN :

036. Yourself : yes.

037. Miracles : sometimes

038. Love at first sight : no

039. Heaven : No idea

040. Santa Claus : haha No

041. Sex on the first date : Hell no, I won't too

042. Kissing on the first date : Maybe?

043. Angels : Yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :

044. Is there one person you want to be with right now : Yes

045. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life : Sort of

046. Do you believe in God : Yeah why not

tag 10 people.

Whoever willing to do

wait, There is one, JO LYNN!!

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Life is not easy

2009-06-06T09:53:00.001-07:00

This would be a post that reflects my mood, it won't be a happy post, so if you don't feel like reading it, hit the "x" button.

College will be starting soon, real soon and I am not ready yet, not at all. I am not ready to collect my results which probably a piece of shit, 2 weeks of break what a joke, it seems I had only one day of break.

Have you ever cared for someone? how does it feels like? Its painful when the one you care the most don't even care for you at all. I don't know, I don't know what to do and once again I am standing right infront of a junction that diverged into 2, will it be my second chance? I don't know, why is life always ended up " I don't know" ? Maybe I should give up.

Show me the way

Where should I go

Where will I end up

again

" I don't know"

Dammit!

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Where will I end up?

2009-06-05T00:09:00.001-07:00

Hey buddies!!

I am feeling rather upset now, my feelings seems to be a lil complicated nowadays, which probably because of college, time is moving uber fast and things sort of wrapped up.

Two weeks of vacation will be officially over on sunday, and yet I've not started my tutorials? OMG I pray hard and hope Mrs Banu is not reading this xD. Anyway, I finally understand what the poem " The Road Not Taken" says when it really happens on me.

I hate making decisions where things are happening like this

you get me?

Things will never never go according what I want, and I am wondering how would it be if I choose the other pathway?

For instance, I've chose to give up on something but it turns out that, that thing that I intially hope for will go according how I want to and it always pulls me back and seems like god asked me to give a try, and good when I finally decided to go for it, it turns out to be another side, it always end up the bad side, I am wondering once again and I doubted if I should ever come back.

Its half way through the year, and I have another half left to prepare myself and my future will depends on me. I shall be telling this with a sigh.

So you can hope, and hope, and hope till the end of times, but some things just never get to you. Things you want, things you hope for, things you expect from others, expect to happen. One time's fine, twice still alright. But it piles up, and eventually, you just give up hoping. Because everything somehow doesn't seems to go your way.
People succeed, you can only scorn. You can only stare green-eyed at what they have. And then, you get compared to them, being asked how is it that this success could go to said person and not you? And you're lost for words. You don't know why. You lose even more hope.

In the end, you're the one who's left behind.

Some mistakes can't be undone, some things never meant to be, but some...
Time will tell.

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Hospital Attachment

2009-06-04T06:10:00.001-07:00

hey buddies,

As I promised, I will share my experience with you all about my hospital attachment programme during the first week of holidays.

Phillips and I joined the hospital attachment programme in a specialist center called HSC specialist center, its located at Maluri and the only transportation for me is to take a train and how lucky Phillips was, because he stayed nearby the doctor and he get to tag along him comfortablely in a MERCEDEZ !!!

Geez, I hate taking the train even though I get to sit, the train is packed with humans and its totally back to back contact with one and another, even the one who is sitting will have to "kiss" the body of others. Ish, its so smelly sometimes.

Anyway, back to business. My working hours is from 9:30am to 7pm, with one hour break given =] but then Phillips and I will always finish up our lunch within 20 minutes, come to think of it why are we rushing ourself?

So when we arrived at the center, Phillips was assigned to the radiologist department and Me? how sad I am, I was first placed in the admin department doing paper works, imagine my work is to key in the information of 300 patients?!?

But because I am borned to type fast *proud* I have done my work before the clock ticks to 3. And you know what? I've been told that the reason why I am assigned to the paper works is because the doctor wants to check whether I am a "hardworking" worker haha. So doctor said I am good enough to work in the radiologist department!

Thanks to Phillips I look a lil retard in this pic haha, anyway my boss now is Tiew Kee Joon, he is the senior radiographer, I think Phillips and I will agree that he is a nice man and he taught us a lot, especially the use of " X-ray" and " MRI" scan. It is a lil complicated at first because I am new to this field, but with the explanations given by him Phillips and I learned quite fast in just a day.

Well for the first day, we started off a lil late and supposed to go back earlier too, but then Dr Nicholas, one of the Chiropractor in the center asked us to stay back and he said he will do some checkup for us, and what really really scares me is to find out that I actually have Scoliosis and its not good! For your information, scoliosis means a human without a straight backbone instead you will see curves, but luckily I was told that its still mild =] I was quite worried tho and I couldn't sleep for a night!

For the second day, Phillips and I remains in the same department and it is quite a busy day with 5 patients during MRI scan and a couples of patient doing X-Ray, My duty is to carefully consult the patient's history for example whether do they undergo surgery for the pass 3 months? or any necklace worn? The questions are asked because MRI is process by the force of magnet, if there is any metal pieces with you, it will be sucked by the machine and it will turn into disaster!

This is the MRI machine I am talking about, Kee Joon then suggested something really freak me out, he said to let us learn more why not we try on that machine? haha at first, I really dare not try on that machine because it looked scary but then I am interested on how it works so bah don care! Finally, I lay myself on the mattress and shut my eyes, ear plug is given because the machine gives out loud sound, yes LOUD, at first it sounds like a machine gun, and later it sounds like a hammer hammering a steel, my heart actually pumping extremely fast.

This is the computer I used to scan the patients, Kee Joon taught us how to localize the backbone and what test should be run for different kind of scan, its very fun but not easy, you can actually blur out suddenly when it comes to the measuring part.

For the last day, it's a sad day for us we actually didn't wan to leave the center, but no choice la haha, but the doctor gave us some good news, he said we can come for practise whenever we want! And Kee Joon gave us some advise, he asked us to study hard and strike for our best!

I still have some pictures to upload, but I am quite lazy to do so haha sorry =]

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Once Again 001

2009-06-03T23:26:00.000-07:00

Hey buddies,

I've been thinking how to start my very first post in my new blog, but anyway I will try my best even though I might not be as good as Jo Lynn.

Come to think of it, my life is getting better, college is not as bad as what I thought, my aim for college is of course to strike for good results and persue what I want to study.

Of course, it won't be as good as now without knowing and appreciating the friends I had now especially my beloved classmates! Not to forget, the person who always stand behind me, supporting me, gave me what she can and encourage me even I failed to do so and guess who? Our mentor Mrs Adeline Tan.

Throughout this six months, my life can be described with one word "hectic" but meaningful, yes, my life is messed up because of the works we had and not to forget the exams we had, there is awhile when I could not withstand the pressure of the works and exams, but my buddies and all the teachers gave me their supports and pull me up and I know I should not let them down.

College is starting soon again and I have not done with my tutorials, results will be back and i am really really worried, I do not want to dissapoint anyone anymore, especially my mentor.

anyway! I guess I will stop right here, next post I will share my experience with you all about my hospital attachment in HSC specialist center as a radiographer =]

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